forgiveness

I have never been one to ask forgiveness. It seems a futile exercise, once the damage has already been done. I have learned merely to say “I am sorry.” But these words are meek, too often said simply to satisfy expectation, and they do nothing to purge or heal. And so I simply hold it … Continue reading

affliction of the soul

I forgot to turn off my alarm last night. So I am awakened bright and early this Saturday morning to the usual noises of the news. George Bush is an idiot. So what else is new… I feel like hell. Bad night last night – don’t want to talk about it – I don’t even … Continue reading

untitled

I am floating, my world an abyss. I stare long into my monitor, and it stares back into me. So goes my life, it seems. Has it always been this way, or is my perception just particularly skewed and bitter today? Friends, lovers, work, career – I try to cling to these things as if … Continue reading